Monday, February 23, 2009

Update

Well it sounds like they found where my dad's cancer is!!!! I am so excited. This way they can target the cancer in stead of the shotgun theory. They will be starting the radiation end of march begining of April. We haven't worked out all of the details yet.

Still no word on the job in Trout Creek. There has been some emails about Nation wide freeze on positions. Not to sure when that will go into effect, if jobs that are open can be filled or anything (THANKS BARAK THATS WHY I LOVE YOU!) anyway Brain is still in comunication with the guy (Gary) in Trout Creek who is keeping him updated so please keep praying for that.

Saturday, February 14, 2009

My Dad

Well I told you all that my dad's prostate cancer is back. He has decided to do his treatment at Seattle Cancer Center. He has a MRI on Thursday to make sure there aren't any tumors and to see how his guts lay then they are going to implant either GPS things or gold markers (depending on what the insurance covers) to see where to target the radiation to. He will be staying at my cousin Somer's apartment and she is moving into her brother, Steve's, house (which worked out great for my parents. I will be going to stay with him a couple weeks after he starts treatment so he isn't so lonely and so there is someone to take care of him when he gets sick. We all appreciate all of your prayers.
 

Monday, February 2, 2009

Jobs

Well I didn't get the job that I applied for. Brian's job closes today and we will know in a few weeks whether or not he got it. 

LAST WEEK.

Well some of you know that last week will go down in history as one of the worst weeks of our lives. We spent Sunday-Tuesday filling out paper work for JR and the kids for court which really upset me. It is just hard to bring out all of the emotions. The only way that I have been able to deal with loosing Sam as a friend is to look at it like she died. So when I have to go to court or do things for court all of this comes back up and it is difficult. So then on Wednesday we decided to put our house on the market for finacnial reasons. It is just to hard to pay our mortgage and all of our bills. Then Thursday night my dad (Dave) called to tell us that his prostate cancer is back. The Doctors have caught it very early but it is still not great news. I am just devestated I thought that this was all over. I truely never thought that we would be dealing with this all over again. I am terrified. My dad getting sick last time contributed to my down ward spiral. I know that it is wrong to question God, but hasn't my family been through enough. Brian lost his mom, my uncle died, dad has been sick before, we are loosing our house, we can't have babies.......I just sometimes wonder when this is all going to stop. The last two years of our lives have been insane. Getting married, moving way far away from our families, miscarriage, infertility, debt, me not graduating school, my medical problems, 2 surgeries, and now this. I just.....this is nuts.